Blog entry April 23, 2019
I have been on a “wait” list. Every time I either go through
an illness or a surgery, somehow, I get “BE still and know that I am God” sent
to me. Since October 2018, I have been “waiting” to see what I have. I went to
my new GP complaining that the right side of my throat was swollen and hurt. I
told him that I didn’t have the mumps. He ordered a blood test to rule that
out. he also sent me for an ultrasound on my neck. The ultrasound resulted in a
CT scan which showed that I had a nodule or cyst on the right side of my
throat. The ultrasound had said I had them bilaterally, however after a second
CT scan, I only have it on the right side. In December 2018, I went for a
biopsy. In January of 2019, I received the results. The specialist had said it
was benign but inconclusive- meaning the doctor didn’t get enough cells to
determine whether it was benign. I have had a blood test and a second CT scan.
The nodule has grown since the last one. I go for another biopsy (which I asked
for in the first place as I don’t want surgery if it is benign). I currently do
not have a date for the second biopsy, so I wait and continue to trust that God
has this. I must say that I have had a peace about this whole thing throughout
the waiting. So, I will be still and wait. There are times I wish I could get
it over with and then I think of all the things I still need to do. It reminds
me to get things in order. We do not know when it is “our” time to leave this
earth. I am also reminded to be ready for the time God needs to take me away
from this earth. I want everyone to know of God and to invite Him in and have a
relationship with Him.Music and songs sooth me. These are two that came to mind;
So I wait for you,
So I wait for you,
I’m falling on my knees,
Offering all of me,
Jesus, you’re all I’ve waited for.
Another song or chorus written by my friend, Karyn
Sunderland;
Jesus, let me sit at your feet
Jesus, let me sit at your feet
Let me wash Your Holy precious feet with my broken anguish
tears;
Let me come to You with all my pain and simply offer You my
life again.
Jesus, let me sit at Your feet.
So sorry you health is down right now but I do like this blog that you have placed here. Amen to you Sister He will get done whatever the health issue is. I believe He will, hugs to you.
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